A Place in This World!...

Since i turned eighteen,
all around me; all that i feel; all that i see is darkness...

I'm slowly falling deep,
deep from the sky,
trying to grab to something real.

I was so afraid to become something that i hate,
that i didn't realize that i leave a pack of sorrow behind me...

In my dreams i was a Nephilim, and i felt in love with a Fallen;
I was cursed to endure a whole life being half angel and half human.

And where's my place in this world???
I'm not human, I'm not an angel...
My place is neither on Earth, nor in Heaven!!!

The Powers still chasing me,
even in my dreams...
I wake up fearing to be caught.

But with that old oil lamp necklace, that emits a purple light, i have always a place to return...