Grizzly Bear with Green Golden Eyes - Part I

September, 2019

With my eyes barely open,
i looked up at the clock made of black wood, standing on the wall
its shape seemed like a bear, a Grizzly Bear...


"It's five and a half, so early"
I turned around in bed, searching for my partner,
raised my left arm to the other side of our bed and touched something fluffy, just like fur.
Right when i heard a wild roar and met the dark eyes of a bear,
i screamed and at the same time he jumped over me and roared once again.

"Ahhhhhh,
Oh God,
It was just a dream"
I looked at the empty space in bed where he is supposed to be.
"This part of the dream is real" i murmured for myself.
I averted my gaze to the window, and saw a couple of shapes moving on the woods.
"What's going on here?"

Grabbing a robe, I went outside to figure out this nonsense.
I started walking towards the deep and dark forest, watching where i stepped in order not to fall down.
And near to a tree with scratches all over its skin, i saw another bear however this one seemed being in pain.
I came closer to it and searched for the reason why it was suffering.
And when i met its eyes, his green golden eyes, i figure it all out...

He lifted his paw reaching for mine and then lead them towards his heart.
As a reply i said "I love you, too", fighting against the tears that wanted to roll out of my eyes.
And no matter how odd this will sound, we both embrace each other in a deep caring hug.
Then a light started sprout out of his heart,
i fell backwards, closed my eyes and put my arms in front my face to avoid blindness.

When i could look at him again, instead of a bear there was a tiny bunny with the same green golden eyes.
"No more surprises for today, okay bunny man? " he reply frantically stirring his nose.

Sometimes you need to let things go...

Imagine that our existence was reduce to a simple ballon.

When we're born there's just a body (an empty ballon),
However we start watching the world around us and repeat what we learn from it (ballon begins to fill up),
As long as we keep on living, troubles will apear and we must face them.

In a humoristic point of view, pretend that troubles are like a little child,
A little child holding you (the ballon) down...
What about now? Should I give up? Is there anyone to help me?

You have two choices:
* Live the rest of your life tied in your own problems and sooner or later you will burst
Or...
* Solve them honestly and then you will lift away towards the sky, the unknown...

Which one scares you the most?

Our mundane life on the surface?
Or the unknown dangerous of heaven?

Small Rowing Boat

Laying on a white chaise longue, holding hands and working on my tan.
"I'm going to swimm a bit... Wanna come?"
"Swimm? I'm in."
I got up, caught my hair in a pony tail and pulled him up (he's too lazy to get up by himself).
He took the advantage and held me close to him, I lie my head on his chest, hearing to his heartbeat and we stood there (it felt it last forever).
After a couple of minutes hugging each other, we went for a swimm.
I won one race, and he won the other ones, in order to catch my breath I lie down on a float and stared back into his eyes.
"Are you feeling okay?"
"You know how ships made me sick."
"We shouldn't have gone on a cruise..."
"Pssst, I could even be in a small rowing boat as long as you were in it."

Path on the Train Trails

I remember that day perfectly, like it was yesterday...

I packed my backpack, picked my bicycle and rode towards the subway.
When I got there, I locked my bibycle, searched my pocket, took the note out and read it again "I fell in love with you. I don't know how, I don't know why. I just did."

I climbed down the stairs and looked around...
He was right there, just a few metters away.
And by instinct we started walking towards each other, as if it was the first time.
Unfortonately, a crowd came rushing to the subway and blocked our way, like a river between two pieces of foreign land.
We raised our arms and tried to reach each other's hand... but he only could grab my bracelet. He grabbed it so hard that when people started pulling us away it broke and dropped to the ground.

I guess that bracelet is still there, somewhere...
Where the train trails and people met,
Where the crowd and the light become one!

7 Things about my BFF!...

Seven Things about my BFF:

1. Chocolate Addict;
2. Twilight Fan;
3. Lovely Person;
4. Glasses;
5. Jacob's Lover;
6. Stalker Girl!!!
7. Claire's aholic.